I hate reading my posts. Just a bunch of cringe after cringe. HOW ARE THERE SO MANY TYPOS???
But it's cool. I ticked a bunch of stuff off my list this. I feel so foodfeed (if you know, you know).
I also think about you a lot. It is super annoying. Please, why are you in my head? Can we just not do this? I have so much going on and I do not need nor want whatever it is that my mind is trying to do. I need all my wits about me.
I really am in a good place right now. I am terrified that something will happen and wrench it all away from me. The last couple of years have been so stressful. Soooooo stressful. Everything was falling apart. I am shocked that I survived at all. Had to gather myself off the floor so often.
And now, right now. I am happy. I am doing something I love. In a space with people I truly like and respect. I can comfortably do things I could not before. I am terrified of having it taken away from me. Terrified.
But enough about me.
